11 MONTHSARY.

Bakit ang hirap kalimutan ng amoy ng perfume na yon?

Nakakatawa na bigla akong kinilig, na-touch, naiyak, sumaya at nalungkot.

Ang cool! Naamoy ko lang sa papel yun. 

Pambihirang papel yon nagflashback lahat ng first time memories namin.

Yang Jacket na yan, sana bumalik na ulit sakin yan, asan na ba yan?! :(

Yung pangungulit ko na ilibre ako ng master siomai. =)

Yung mga sessions sa 3 bears kasama ng mga kaibigan namin...

Yung mga araw na feeling ko leading lady ako na naka angkas sa isang action star..

Ehh diyan kasi nagsimula lahat. Nung una kong pinost to : 

http://inperpetuumamor12.blogspot.com/2011/10/how-it-all-began.html

~ Hindi ako nag-doubt na aabot tayo sa araw na to. at masasabi kong 11 Months and counting... Hindi naman lingid sa kaalaman ng lahat kung gaano ka abnormal at nakakabwisit kapag nag-aaway tayo.

Kahit ganon? Sobrang mahal na mahal kita. Minsan nga parang joke nalang kung mag-aaway tayo.

Minsan pag-aawayan ulam. Minsan natignan mo lang ng masama. Minsan natulugan lang.

Happy 10million fights. arguments. sa atin. Araw araw event na satin yun. 

Ngayon, 11 months na tayo. Sasalubungin ko na. Wala naman nagbago. Lalong lalo na sa agwat ng height natin. Ganunpaman, Marami ng nagbago sa paligid natin. Apektado pati mga desisyon at ginagawa natin. 

SINO BANG NAGSABING HINDI KO NAAPPRECIATE ANG :

Pagluluto mo sakin, Paghahatid mo ng pagkain sakin sa dis oras ng gabi, sa pag-mamasahe mo sakin tuwing nakikita mong pagod na pagod ako, sa pangungulit mo kapag tulala ako, sa pambwibwisit mo, sa pagwalk out pero kusang bumabalik, sa pagddrive mo sakin, sa pagtitimpla mo ng kape dahil hindi ako marunong :-(, sa paglilinis mo ng cache sa laptop ko, sa pagbubuhat mo sakin sa mga panahon NAPAKABABOY ko na, Sa pagsigaw mo sakin para tumahimik at makapag isip, sa paghabol mo sakin kapag uuwi ako mag isa, sa pagdadabog mo na nakakatorete, sa pagtulog mo at pagpapahintay sakin sa wala, OOPS. HAHAHAHA Sorry na. I love you baby. 

Kung mayron man akong sobrang naappreciate?? yon ay...

MAHAL NA MAHAL MO AKO. :)

lalalala~

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer (summer)

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer (summer)
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer, summer
All was golden when the day met the night

So he said, "Would it be all right
If we just sat and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?"

So she said, "That's okay
As long as you can make a promise
Not to break my little heart
Or leave me all alone in the summer."

Well he was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer, summer
When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

Summer, summer, summer, summer
In the middle of summer,summer,summer, summer 
the middle of summer, summer, summer, summer
the middle of summer, summer, summer, summer
In the middle of..

For our 5th Monthsary

These shirts are way too memorable for me.

You know that I love you so much, most importantly I love that you love me so much too!

One more month,  will be our Half year together  <3

I am sorry for all the hurtful words I have spoken to you, I never mean it. I just want to make you realize your mistakes and help you become more mature. It's not that I can't forget the bad things you've done, it's just i don't see that you're getting better, you're still breaking your promises. And I am tired of all the honesty and loyalty I'm giving to you. It's so unfair of you.

I hope that by now, you've come to your senses that we're not getting any younger, le's be an inspiration to each other.

Thank you for all your efforts just to hold on this relationship, I'm sorry for doubting a lot times that it's truly time to quit. I know that there are still a lot of trials we need to face, And I'd like to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BELIEVING IN US, FOR FIGHTING FOR US.

Thank you B for everything, I love you and I love you and I love you :)

PS: I'm starting to hate this blog, where's your promise? yes again :/

Cause i was inspired to kinda reminisce..

Hi baby, the reason why i have let you watched this movie is because this movie really made me cried. And you're making me feel the same thing here, Everyday is like a first date with you. I get to know you more each passing days.. I get to hate and like you more at the same time. It's crazy and It makes me love you even more. 

So lemme share you some of our pictures on our first times <3

This was our first picture, August 12 2011. Taken by our beloved babe Sherleen. We had no sleep, rest and all. And you waited for me in school and I'm surprised to see that we're wearing the same color of the shirt, you treat me a coffee at 7/11 and siomai :D And everyone were like having a mental state of shock to see us holding hands :)) This was way too memorable for me.

 This was taken at Three Bears bar and grill. That's the first time we had shot there that we are lovers already. That was also the day i spit on you, and fell asleep in your lap <3

This was the first time we slept together, But with James beside us. That's the first time i saw your morning look. And i was terribly inlove with that innocent look and your smile :)

That was the MOST KILIG DAY EVER FOR ME. We've gotten into a huge fight, and i never expected that you'd surprised me with my favorite carbonara. But what really caught me off guard is your tissue note that I didn't noticed. Thanks to babe Loulou. :">

That was your first haircut, and i terribly hates this style. And this picture as well. I am just not really prepared with pictures and all for i was really haggard with our dance practice. But thanks to our photographer who never fails to keep a memory shot for us. This was also the first time i became thoughtful on you :p I cooked you a extra super duper yummy barbeque dish :)) ^^v sorry.

I have more to add, but these are the most memorable ones. I hope to have more first time experiences with you, ooops not to mention your first fail :DD

I still have this first tshirt you let me borrowed. All for now. I love you baby <3

If I were granted three wishes, they would be You, Me, Us.

Just for one day, two days, three days .................... I'll drink, I'll flirt, I'll kiss the world and laugh again.. But today, I'm dealing with the hangover ~
You say sorry, but the reality is you are actually blaming my trust issues. I'm sorry i can't be perfect, i can't be important to you....That it's make you "go-ahead" in lying to me all over again. I just can't let this pain go, If you'll just keep on saying words without actions.

I wanna embrace you forever, I wanna listen to your voice and to the soul within you.
I wanna cherish every moment and stop myself from worrying that someday when i wake up things will not be the same again.
I wanna kiss your lips, feel your passion and the love that you have for me.
I wanna see you every sunrise and have every sunsets that you are laid next to me.
I wanna make you feel that i'm the only girl in the world who can love you like this.
I wanna conceal all my insecurities to make you like me and forget what being unfaithful means.
I wanna hold your hands, stop the time, forget the world and tell you boy i love you... and why did I forget where I was going with these words?

i don't wanna sound poetic , i don't wanna make my words rhyme.. and i don't wanna regret that one day in my life i longed to say these words.
I'm sorry i had to do this. Sorry i had to withstand this feelings, I'm sorry I had to be strong.
One day you'll thank me..... i tested you, for you to find out where and to whom you are going to be happy :)

Just so you kno the time..

Baby. I don't wanna lose you and i couldn't even fathom the thought of it.
I wish I could carry all your burdens, But all i can do is make you smile while you carry all your problems...
I'm here no matter what, I'll put up all the best in you and help you get rid of the things that is making you sick.
People will not always understand you.. But I'm an exemption to it.
It saddens me every-time you are unhappy, So if you always wanna see me happy...Start it with yourself.
Give yourself importance in every way, The way i give importance to you.
Thank you for Loving me, and Taking care of me.. Those are the reasons why I'm happy even if things aren't perfect now. I hope this time you have realized the things you have to keep and lose.

I love you baby, And Keep Believing :*

Random thoughts for my baby ..

I'm smiling at the moment, that's why i have to put it into words..

Every single move you make aims to please me and make me happy, God! I'm blushing :)))

Seeing you smile makes me smile also, and it makes my heart happy knowing that I was the reason.

Thank you for making me laugh insanely, and those forehead kisses that makes me feel I'm safe with you. Thank you for believing in me, I get the best feeling in the world everytime you tell me that you trust me. You've done a lot of crazy things.. All that happened was my fault and i was insensitive - i apologize for that :(

I know we both said so many things to each other that we least expected, trying to find out the truth about something, but it's fine...cause it makes us trust each other more.

You make experiencing worthwhile and enjoyable.. My true self comes out and makes me feel great to know that iam able to be the real me when you are around. I hope that you'll become a better person for yourself and your family. I hope i am someone that inspires you to achieve all your dreams and not a distraction.

Whatever the history and whatever the future,I'll cherish everything we have now. I want you more than anything else in the world. You don't always have to ask me if i really do love you.. Sometimes you just have to trust your heart. I love you baby




- Love angel