If I were granted three wishes, they would be You, Me, Us.

Just for one day, two days, three days .................... I'll drink, I'll flirt, I'll kiss the world and laugh again.. But today, I'm dealing with the hangover ~
You say sorry, but the reality is you are actually blaming my trust issues. I'm sorry i can't be perfect, i can't be important to you....That it's make you "go-ahead" in lying to me all over again. I just can't let this pain go, If you'll just keep on saying words without actions.

I wanna embrace you forever, I wanna listen to your voice and to the soul within you.
I wanna cherish every moment and stop myself from worrying that someday when i wake up things will not be the same again.
I wanna kiss your lips, feel your passion and the love that you have for me.
I wanna see you every sunrise and have every sunsets that you are laid next to me.
I wanna make you feel that i'm the only girl in the world who can love you like this.
I wanna conceal all my insecurities to make you like me and forget what being unfaithful means.
I wanna hold your hands, stop the time, forget the world and tell you boy i love you... and why did I forget where I was going with these words?

i don't wanna sound poetic , i don't wanna make my words rhyme.. and i don't wanna regret that one day in my life i longed to say these words.
I'm sorry i had to do this. Sorry i had to withstand this feelings, I'm sorry I had to be strong.
One day you'll thank me..... i tested you, for you to find out where and to whom you are going to be happy :)

Just so you kno the time..

Baby. I don't wanna lose you and i couldn't even fathom the thought of it.
I wish I could carry all your burdens, But all i can do is make you smile while you carry all your problems...
I'm here no matter what, I'll put up all the best in you and help you get rid of the things that is making you sick.
People will not always understand you.. But I'm an exemption to it.
It saddens me every-time you are unhappy, So if you always wanna see me happy...Start it with yourself.
Give yourself importance in every way, The way i give importance to you.
Thank you for Loving me, and Taking care of me.. Those are the reasons why I'm happy even if things aren't perfect now. I hope this time you have realized the things you have to keep and lose.

I love you baby, And Keep Believing :*

Random thoughts for my baby ..

I'm smiling at the moment, that's why i have to put it into words..

Every single move you make aims to please me and make me happy, God! I'm blushing :)))

Seeing you smile makes me smile also, and it makes my heart happy knowing that I was the reason.

Thank you for making me laugh insanely, and those forehead kisses that makes me feel I'm safe with you. Thank you for believing in me, I get the best feeling in the world everytime you tell me that you trust me. You've done a lot of crazy things.. All that happened was my fault and i was insensitive - i apologize for that :(

I know we both said so many things to each other that we least expected, trying to find out the truth about something, but it's fine...cause it makes us trust each other more.

You make experiencing worthwhile and enjoyable.. My true self comes out and makes me feel great to know that iam able to be the real me when you are around. I hope that you'll become a better person for yourself and your family. I hope i am someone that inspires you to achieve all your dreams and not a distraction.

Whatever the history and whatever the future,I'll cherish everything we have now. I want you more than anything else in the world. You don't always have to ask me if i really do love you.. Sometimes you just have to trust your heart. I love you baby




- Love angel

My first Windows Movie Maker project..

My first Windows Movie Maker project for my baby tj :)

How it all began ..

It was the second week of class when i first laid eyes on him. My best buddy James and I were just talking about our cute professor when he came in. James said that there's another cute guy in our class so I looked up once and there He was walking toward the empty seat next to me. Maybe James was right, but he really wasn't my type.

On the next day, He came into the class wearing a cross danglings, and a KPOP looking style of hair.
He talk so loud that i can't even hear myself think,He's talking absolute nonsense and making unnecessary noises that's why i easily get annoyed and told James that my patience is exhausted that I'm likely to throw my shoes to his head. Ugggghhh! There, I started posting facebook hatred statuses about him.

One day, In our most desirable time of our class - LUNCHTIME. Rafa and him invited us to join them in malling. Imagine my surprise when out of nowhere he grabbed my hands and walk me up to the stairs, *In my mind* "We're not friends, He's just my classmate and he's holding my hand!?" 
He's friendly, There's no doubt about that. So i started treating him nice from that day on.

Later on, He found out my facebook hatred statuses and started teasing me about that, He added me up and chatted me with not mere friendliness,But I have a boyfriend that time so hooking up with him never crossed my mind. I also brought to his attention that he’s been over friendly with alot of girls in school. .He apologized to me and said if he came off the wrong way and if he was misleading he was sorry. That's how our friendship started.

One day he left his account logged in to my laptop. I discovered by accident that he has a girlfriend. Still curious why is he hiding it but I'm glad i found it. 

 I think at some point, the first glance and smiles caught me.  Yet, I denied it to myself that I'm starting to like this person. 

( First Picture , Paparazzi really loves us. Thank you )

IDK. How to detail the next story.

Then I just woke up one day with my phone being blown up with texts and miscalls from him.
Whoa! From hating so much to falling in love , I was like I Can't believe it's happening , it's when i least i expected. Thinking back, neither of us was able to pinpoint the exact moment or incident that could tell us exactly how it happened, but it just happened. One thing worth noting is that he asked me " Would you be my girl, i will leave everything behind and start a serious one with you" That is something i can't remember if i said yes LOL. But at that time, it never occurred to me that I would or could one day become his lover!

I have no perfect way to explain how this all came together so perfectly, but we have now been together for nearly 3 mos and counting.. And I'm happy ,We're happy :)