You say sorry, but the reality is you are actually blaming my trust issues. I'm sorry i can't be perfect, i can't be important to you....That it's make you "go-ahead" in lying to me all over again. I just can't let this pain go, If you'll just keep on saying words without actions.
I wanna embrace you forever, I wanna listen to your voice and to the soul within you.
I wanna cherish every moment and stop myself from worrying that someday when i wake up things will not be the same again.
I wanna kiss your lips, feel your passion and the love that you have for me.
I wanna see you every sunrise and have every sunsets that you are laid next to me.
I wanna make you feel that i'm the only girl in the world who can love you like this.
I wanna conceal all my insecurities to make you like me and forget what being unfaithful means.
I wanna hold your hands, stop the time, forget the world and tell you boy i love you... and why did I forget where I was going with these words?
i don't wanna sound poetic , i don't wanna make my words rhyme.. and i don't wanna regret that one day in my life i longed to say these words.
I'm sorry i had to do this. Sorry i had to withstand this feelings, I'm sorry I had to be strong.
One day you'll thank me..... i tested you, for you to find out where and to whom you are going to be happy :)
